Polyester Doll, Heathen Queen |
This is a personal blog, which is full of my favorite random things, including my own artwork (which is clearly noted ) but mostly things I love! I am currently obsessed with metal and pop music, castles, Pagan symbols, childhood feelings, pastel gore, and fairy tales. I have a lifetime love affair with horror movies, glitter, and queer fabulousness . |
I’m so glad I have Cory in my life. Seriously, could I have asked for a better guy to fall in love with me? He’s not a jerk. He’s loving and beautiful in so many ways. He’s open-minded. He actually tries to understand me, and he’s just as wonderfully strange as I am. He’s always there for me like my anchor. I couldn’t ask for a better best friend and partner in life. I may not know what the future brings, but I know my love for Cory will never go away. I am not as good of an anchor as he is. Maybe I am the compass or the sails of the ship. The sails of insanity! Ha! I always think there’s something more to see and I get so restless some times. Some times I feel bad because I think Cory should be with a girl more like him so he can have a normal life and I can dwell the world alone like the crazy woman I should be… But maybe that’s the magic of our five year relationship that I’m so out there and he’s so mellow. I really can’t imagine it any other way when it comes down to it. Nothing else compares.
It’s officially not Valentine’s Day so I don’t feel cheesy writing this. I just can’t get over how no matter what, we always stick together. It’s just as much wonderful as it is scary. I know modern science has broken love into nothing more than body chemistry (what a despicable to do) but I think it’s still mystical feeling that I simply cannot quit! Ever!